Anime and games been my thing during quarantine
Feeling mad depressed but I still see the forest green
Late nights binging searching for distractions
No spark in my engine diving into madness
That loneliness is feeling so attractive
Combined with depression anxiety for a hat trick
But I'm tired of that so I backflip
Recenter myself so I can get off this mattress
Adapting cause all this shit is new to me
Rediscover passions, I gotta stay true to me
Musically until the day they read my eulogy
I'm just tellin how a black man feels like I was Schooly D
Truthfully though I'm not completely settled
Just way more comfortable between the bass and the treble
So until it's all over here's my setlist
Music, Anime, video games and Netflix

[Chorus]
I been in my room for days
Trying not to go crazy and lose my way
The journey's been hard and I'm losing faith
But I won't give in, I got too much to lose today

I keep my head high, I wanna feel free
I wanna get better and feel like me

I done quit music like several times
Cause not being creative would wreck my mind
Even when I sat down and tried to set a time
I just got frustrated and say nevermind
Then I'm back at square one and still frustrated
Cause I want my music out instead of just waiting
I know I got a hard head like a crustacean
And drive though I'm a patron at the bus station
I must face that it's the journey not destination
Though I struggle with it cause I'm impatient
I've been waitin for when it's my time to shine
That's why I stay ready for when that time arrives
So when I'm feeling down I just remind myself
To walk my own path with some pride in self
I've performed a major con and a legendary venue
So I can't wait for the next thing I'm getting into

[Chorus]
I been in my room for days
Trying not to go crazy and lose my way
The journey's been hard and I'm losing faith
But I won't give in, I got too much to lose today

I keep my head high, I wanna feel free
I wanna get better and feel like me

I was never one to seek permission
From people talking who don't see the vision
All I've wanted was to make the people listen
The voice in rap where innovation meets tradition
I made plans and set goals
Walk the line between hold on and let go
They told me to make art with my heart in it
Though I'm still in the same place that I started in
Thats the thing about plans isn't it?
Your plans never plan for a pandemic
If this is my place let me stand in it
Wait that's depression talking and I can't listen
I'm not at the place I wanna be
And I haven't seen the sights i wanna see
But if I control the things I can control
I can make this life be what it's gonna be

[Chorus]
I been in my room for days
Trying not to go crazy and lose my way
The journey's been hard and I'm losing faith
But I won't give in, I got too much to lose today

I keep my head high, I wanna feel free
I wanna get better and feel like me